Thursday, January 31, 2013

Woot Woot! Ubuntu Matters! Alabama Bound! @mitchellaneous @hoopsforhopeusa @AlfredTatum @nwp


Textual, tech-ual and textured lineages - the importance of supporting the literacies of all youth. 

Ubuntu Matters! Emphasizing Community in Writing Activity Systems.

These are the two titles of presentations accepted for the Urban Sites Network Conference hosted by the National Writing Project in Birmingham, Alabama, on April 26th and 27th.

The first presentation will consist of teachers from the Connecticut Writing Project at Fairfield who  explored their own textual lineages (Tatum, 2007, 2009) and tech-tual histories during summer institutes. Shaun Mitchell (Central High School), Kelley Gordon-Minott (Stamford High School), and Julie Roneson (Discovery Magnet, K-8) will discuss  reading strategies to support heterogeneous classrooms and share their use of technology to support diverse reading (and writing) habits in their classrooms. (Pictured above is Sean Mitchell's new podcast equipment purchased with a CWP enhancement funds to promote digital storytelling with students -  getting stories in radio form!).

The second is a reflection on teaching in Kentucky, Syracuse, and Connecticut and the importance of building community to support writing processes. Drawing on the Skills4Life program of Mark Crandall's Hoops4Hope program, work with refugee youth and adults, and support for school writing programs, teachers will be engaged in a conversation about the importance of merging in- and out-of-school literacies to build ongoing life skills that youth can use in classrooms, on the fields, on courts, at home, and beyond.

Highlights from this year's event in Alabama include learning from Alabama Civil Rights Activists and networking with teachers from across the United States who empower youth as change-agents. The conference is a prime location for urban educators who value the power that comes from written communication. We're feeling great about this. In fact, we're celebrating with "Write on!"


Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Because I need sleep...

...i hope to dream I am in a room full of pillows.

I forget where I saw this exhibition. Denmark? London? Louisville? New York? But I am channeling it will be a part of my pillow rest tonight because I can really use a good, uninterrupted sleep fest for the next 8 hours. It seems ways too soon in the semester to be this exhausted.

But I am, so I'm posting this Tuesday night. Hopefully by the time you read this I will have had a good sleep.

zzzzzz.

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Traitor...Presenting at UCONN Today.


Sorry Syracuse, but I can't resist supporting literacy instruction, especially the opportunity to present on digital storytelling in the K-12 classroom. Although my research went in a different direction, my original plan of action was digitally focused (but since has become a natural habit). I am online. That's my nature. That is why I'm heading to the STORR's campus.

Thanks Laura Chautreau! I don't know you and I'm not using this in my presentation, but it is a wonderful example of the thought processes teachers use when crafting a digital story. What I love about your examples that you are being metacognitive about the choices you made (and doing so, digitally). I will most likely refer to this post, however.

Seriously, it is amazing what can be done when multimodalities and multiliteracies are supported in our classrooms. These tools are more familiar with kids. The use of images have always supported better writing and thinking and a need for sonic literacy adds a new layer to the composing process. Audiences are extremely real in this format and they matter more to young writers that the ways we currently test them. Laying out a digital story teaches a tremendous amount about organization, too.

No, this isn't an academic post, but it is a shout out to the digital communities I love to be a part of. Today, I get to join UCONN (Truth is, I have SU logos on my slides - Ha!)

Monday, January 28, 2013

Necessary evils - Academic CVs and the world I chose

Remember the scene from Say Anything when the dude carries a Boombox over his head an plays Peter Gabriel's Your Eyes? My weekend was far less romantic. It's time to turn in my dossier again.

Future Professoriate Program at Syracuse University did their best to train doctoral students for the rigor of demonstrating our academic achievements through teaching, scholarship, and service and, as a result, I created an online portfolio. Unfortunately, the reality of higher education is that they don't know how to look at such materials and so I have had to, for the second year in a row, print out materials, label them, and get them into organized binders to prove my accomplishments throughout the last 365 days. I don't mind this because it inspires reflection, but at some point you begin to ask, "Isn't it enough that I accomplished the work that I have? Do I have to now showcase this work before my peers?"

The answer to this is a Storage Wars, yuuuuuuuuppppppp!

And I hate this. I like the doing part, but I do not like the selling part of demonstrating what I've done. The writer in me agonizes on what details to develop and the type A personality in me goes absolutely bonkers trying to fit my thinking into a binder. I'm actually thinking I may need two binders this year and I'm having hot flashes thinking about Kelly's presentation when she went up for full professorship. She actually wheeled a cart of crates that were color coded and labeled to the peer review committee - each box full of her amazing triumphs as a stellar scholar and teacher. Yikes. My brain can't even comprehend how you capture as much as that woman does. I can't even do a decent job with the limited evidence I have.

Actually, my year has been successful: several grants, five new courses, completion of my dissertation (with award), and several presentations. I think the issue for me is that the timing for the dossier is at the beginning of the semester, after I've been sick, and when my National Writing Project site profile is due. It's a bit overwhelming, but such is the beast.

I was laughing in my office today thinking that it would be so much easier to have done nothing. I could write a letter that simply said, "Dear Committee, I've accomplished null this year. In fact, this short note to you is all I've done. Attached, please find materials that demonstrate my teaching, scholarship, and service. I think you'll find these items easy to review." Then, I would turn in an empty binder. Nope. My new career requires that I collect, analyze, reflect, and interpret the volumes of paper that I've accrued throughout the year to stand as proof that I'm alive. A part of this makes me proud. Another part of it makes me very sad - it is evidence of hard work that is anyone's guess whether it will be approved or not.

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Lincoln - he made my communities possible

I went to see Daniel Day Lewis as Lincoln last night in Steven Spielberg's film of the same name.  I'm not sure what drew me to see this film, other than the Fairfield Museum has one of the signed Emancipation Proclamations on display and I thought it might be a good way to reflect on a Saturday night. I'm far from being a historian, but I have a total appreciation for the miraculousness that is world history, and the amazing feats that change its course through leadership, rhetoric, brains, wit, and dedication. Gaining signatures in the house of representatives to pass the 13th amendment was no easy task, but it was THE effort that made the course of humanity move forth in the right and just fashion that was necessary. We are far from perfect to attaining equity for all, but we are much further ahead now that at any other time. We have good ol' Abe to thank for this (and I have him to thank for all the rich experiences I have had learning, teaching, and being in a brotherhood of diverse learners and cultural backgrounds.

Tommy Lee Jones as Thaddeus Stevens became a memorable character for me and if it wasn't for this movie I would never have learned that name. Perhaps the best scene in the entire film is when he removes his wig and enters a bed with the woman he loves (and who he brought the gift of the signed confirmation). That, to me, was extremely powerful on numerous levels.

I also never realized the influence and difficulties Lincoln had with his wife and children. His heroics often overshadows the everyday family man who had strains in his personal relationships, too. Sally Fields, as usual, was stupendous.

Yes, when I think of the majority of communities that have embraced me and my ideals as an adult man, I realize it spirals back to Lincoln's vision. Movies like this make me think deeply about the mantra that only the winners have a say in history. It is true that many histories are often unrecorded and undermined because of Western power structures, but sometimes the history and the power structure does the right thing. This cannot be ignored.

Saturday, January 26, 2013

Poetry For Peace

Last evening, I had the great honor of presenting awards to the winners of the 2013 Poetry For Peace reception at Fairfield University (the photo from the right is of Nels Pearson and a young reader from last year's event). This year, the celebration was hosted at Fairfield's Quick Center and because of the kindness of friends, Trina Paulus, and the National Writing Project, I was able to give winners a copy of Hope For the Flowers and a scholarship to attend one of the three young writers' institutes the Connecticut Writing Project hosts on campus.

There is something amazing about hearing first graders through 8th graders recite their poetry, center stage, at a mic in front of hundreds of people: family, faculty, friends, students, and teachers. Each reads their poems, orating how peace poetically moves them as writers.

In short, the evening was extremely special and the hard work of reviewers, organizers, and writers culminated in an excellent way to spend a friday evening. It's the weekend now, though, and I'm ready to catch up on work!

Friday, January 25, 2013

1994

Over the last four years, I lost track of time.

I think my head was so knee deep in data and academia that I failed to see that I have become even older than I realized. What incited this reflection? Last night's class. At one point I made a reference to my freshmen about the 1980s and I received that strange stare that undergraduates give when they think they are supposed to know something, but have no clue what I'm talking about. It triggered me to ask them what year they were born. The year was 1994. It threw me upside down. When did kids stop becoming 80s babies? Well, I guess in the 90s. These kids are entering college. Oi Vay.

The year this freshmen class entered the world I was exiting my four years at Binghamaling and had already walked beyond high school with four years behind me. My buddies, in college, including Matt, Craig and Andy, made a pledge to drink beer as much as we could and to frequent The Pine Lounge frequently to consume pitchers of Genessee Cream Ale (so cheap) and throw quarters into the pinball machine. I wore flannels, tie dyes and overalls, and  stopped cutting my hair (Perhaps it was Kurt Cobain's influence or the lead singer of Blind Melon). It was my last year as an English major and I spent time interning at Binghamton High School and learning the academic life with the mentoring of Dr. Leslie Heywood. I was clueless, but full of energy.

I ventured to the Bluegrass State to earn my first Masters degree and discovered life as a graduate student in Louisville, eventually finding an apartment by the campus. I drove Joan Popper, my Toyota Tercel Blues Traveller, and wrote my friends from college voraciously (snail mail), especially those I met in London (Around this time, Matt asked me if I had email and I had never heard of it). It was a year where Tonya Harding had Nancy Kerrigan attacked at the Figure Skating championship, Serbia continued to bomb Bosnia, OJ Simpson fled in his Bronco, the United Nations pulled out of Somalia  because of its violence, and the Shawshank Redemption debuted. Sheryl Crow sang, "All I Wanna Do Is Have Some Fun," and the Jerry Springer;s show took off in the realm of "reality" television. If I recall, it was also the end of  Beverly Hills 90210 and the preppy legacy they left for my generation of college students. Lena, Rebecca, and I had parties, too, on Wednesday evenings as we watched the show. That was yesterday, no?

Seriously?

My freshmen are where I was, EEKs, 23 years ago when Kirsten and I headed out of Cherry Heights together on our own. Suddenly The Big Chill makes total sense, American Beauty has a new interpretation, Reality Bites is sadder than I remember it, and St. Elmo's Fire is a fantasy. Time is its own revenge, and how precious those moments of 1994 were - the year these kids were born.


Thursday, January 24, 2013

A post to remember how awful I feel with this cold...

Anyone who knows me soon realizes how much I detest going to the doctors. Yet, it seems once a year (this year twice - the ankle) I've needed to throw in my pride and ego simply to get help. I am so thankful I went.

The flu shot is only 67% successful, and I fall in the 33% where it failed. Actually, the doctor (and she was one of the best I've ever visited with) told me that this year's outbreak mutates too fast and lingers. I'm wondering if I've had variations of it since last semester.

I was fine Tuesday and on the road to recovery, but when I woke up yesterday, I couldn't move. I ached everywhere and nothing would unclog my head. I couldn't take it because I need to get better. I'm now on nasal stereoids and more Mucinex D. The doctor also found what she called years worth of build up wax in my left ear (fun). It hurt tremendously when she pulled it out and then started bleeding. These are reasons I don't go to doctors. I don't need to have my flaws pointed out to me. "Do you know you also have psoriasis all over your back?" she asked. "I responded, "Why not?" as I noticed patches on my elbow, too.

I wore this hat to bed and to the office. It was a Christmas gift from my mom and has become my safety helmet this week....my binky. And I notice in this picture that my lips look just like my little sister's. hmmm.

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Brrrrrrrrr. It's Cold in Here...

...there must be some pressure in the atmosphere.

or something like that (this used to be a cheer from the squad of Lady Bears during Brown basketball games).

Seriously, it's cold outside and I'm channeling my cousin's perseverance as he's been in the Arctic for weeks where the temperatures reached -60 degrees. Ugh.

It made me think about making a list for all us to stay warm on nights like these.

10. Thick socks (have to have them).
9. Layers. Insulated shirt, over sweatshirt, over hood, under blanket.
8. Snuggle (with dog, lover, or blanket)
7. Drink hot things: cocoa, tea, or even plain water with lemon in it.
6. Take a hot shower (although this is only temporary).
5. Exercise...move about.
4. Close the damn windows. You're letting a breeze in.
3. Check your thermostat and crank it if you need to.
2. Start looking at real estate in Florida.
1. Move to Florida.

Most of us in the northern communities of the U.S. are shivering a bit this week.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

I "stuck it," but it wasn't enough.

When I wiped my ankle and was knocked out of my exercise routine, I noticed they had a sign that they had the flu vaccine. I asked them to "stick it" to me and they did. I thought this was enough.

Two months later, I learned that the flu virus morphed and the vaccine might not be enough to counter its attack. Still, optimistic, I moved forward and have loved my return to the roads and gym. I hate when I can't workout or run.

Yet, I woke up Sunday morning with the Mucinex goblins moving in and even if I tried to go forth with my usual cerebral plans, they eventually won. I went to the store, got my medications, and hoped I countered the sneezing, headache, and cramps.

Then I woke up Monday. It was a day of pains, tissues, and toilets. I'm not sure if it was the flu, but it definitely was something.

Last night I went to bed early. I watched the Syracuse game, tuned my first classes as much as my brain would allow, and actually partook in a day-long of inauguration activities on my couch with Kleenex (and Charmin) - definitely kept the paper industry in business. My favorite lines from his speech,


Our journey is not complete until we find a better way to welcome the striving, hopeful immigrants who still see America as a land of opportunity; until bright young students and engineers are enlisted in our workforce rather than expelled from our country. Our journey is not complete until all our children, from the streets of Detroit to the hills of Appalachia to the quiet lanes of Newtown, know that they are cared for, and cherished, and always safe from harm.


Today, I'm optimistic that rest is a cure. We shall see. I think I moved five hundred feet, at most, all day. I am hoping CNBC is not correct and that this year's return to collegiate life will NOT be epic in terms of illness.

And what's with this cold air? I think my cousin Mark brought it back with him from the arctic.

Monday, January 21, 2013

Chopin Fantasie Impromtu Op. 66

There is something wrong with me. Yet, for some reason I knew there was an alternative spelling to "impromptu," especially regarding classical music, the classics, European purists, and opuses. That's why the misspelling on a t-shirt in CNY perked my interest (no, I'm not obsessive at all). The t-shirt excluded the "p" and a controversy began over a typo, an error, and a mistake. Nope. Turns out that our American dictionaries and spellchecks use the spelling with a "p," but many of the original compositions excluded it. I checked out I-Tunes, too. The albums have Chopin's work as impromtu and not impromptu.

Chopin spelled "Fantasie" wrong, too, but where is the disgust over this alternative? It's a tomato/tomato, potato/potato thing and I say, "Let's call the whole thing off." Besides, I placed a really good piece of piano music (accompanied by National Geographic/Animal Planet-like images) here for Monday's listening pleasure.

Now I am wondering if my mother knows how to play this piece on her piano. I think it would be great if she did (and maybe she could sit at the piano in the corner of the giant green mat while the girls are performing about Starbucks in front of the giant triangle poles in their show - that would be cool).

Happy Martin Luther King's Day. Remember peace. Remember hope. Remember global equity.

Sunday, January 20, 2013

It's not even March, yet. What a game! Go Cuse!


Not a bad Saturday afternoon for the Syracuse Orange, although my allegiances waver between the Cards and Cuse. They will meet again on March 2nd at the Dome and I expect another tremendous battle, although I am sure Petrino's squad will work their athletes to be headstrong and smart when they meet again. These two teams could play over and over with different results every time.

But, it's always good to see a great game: tied at the half and down to the last possessions. That is what makes for tremendous sport. I don't think my heart could take weekly matches like this, however, especially because my support wavers. When I look at the calendar, I always smile when these two teams meet because it's a double whammy. I watch both in action and it is extra special when my alma maters go at it on the same court.

I have Syracuse friends emailing me and Louisville ones texting. What an event!

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Brothers and Sisters

It's the weekend. I'm geared up for the 4 p.m. game today (a community of Syracuse and Louisville fans), so I stayed home last night. So glad I did, too, because my sisters, my mother and I chatted online for quite a while. I'm saving their messages as evidence in court when they kill me. Of course, I won't be able to defend myself so I'm relying on my father, Butch (son of a Butch, after all), to represent me in court if Val promises him a few free beers at Chubby's and a couple of her wings. I was warned not to post the photos they sent me. Whoops. My bad.

You see, last night, my sisters had a Face-Off of hair styles. Dumb. Dumb move. Not when your brother is Bryan. Why would you send him such photos when you know he loves to write?

Now, if they were wise, they would play the Free To Be You and Me video above to soften the blows. After all, we are a community of siblings, raised by a Sue, who made us sing these songs at nursing homes where people smell like urine. Of course, Cynde was too good for us then because she was making out with her Jack Wagner posters on her waterbed and didn't have time for her loving younger brother and sister. It is interesting that her hair here (say that ten times fast) sort of looks like Scott Baio's in the Joanie Loves Chachi phase of his career.

Go Cuse! Go Cards! Here we go.

Friday, January 18, 2013

What Autographing Looks Like: Thank You, Trina Paulus #NWP #StagsMensBball #Hoops4HopeUSA

As I have learned from one of the greatest mentors ever, Sue McV, paying it forward is magical.

As I have learned from the Fairfield University's Men's Basketball Team, integrity is realized both on and off the court.

And as I have learned from Mark Crandall, Director of Hoops4Hope, UBUNTU matters.

I post this as a thank-you to friends, Hope For the Flowers, my relatives, members of the National Writing Project, colleagues, my administrative assistant, Lois, at the Connecticut Writing Project-Fairfield, and everyone else who helped make distributing 600 copies of Trina Paulus's book to educators, students, counselors, psychologists, and youth agencies in southern Connecticut a reality.

The photograph (above) is of Trina Paulus autographing the next batch of 100 books (correction: Agent of Hope commented below, "Actually, this is what 228 copies of Hope look like"). She continues to be a phenomenal human being who has vision, heart, and faith in doing good for others. In her words, may "love and collaboration transcend violence." I'm looking forward to spring so I can plant a few more butterfly bushes around town to welcome all her friends.

Yesterday, Carol Ann Davies, Fairfield University's resident poet,  reflected, "Isn't it strange that we are living in a time when emotions are so revolutionary?" Her words struck a chord with me. A community of love seems to contrast with what most teachers face across the United States in a time of assessment, teacher evaluations, top-down management and restrictive curriculum. The best classrooms are those that provide support, trust, community, and hope.  Perhaps that is why actions, such as what was shown by Victoria Soto, need to be remembered by us all. We all know teachers who would do anything for the young people in their worlds and this is impossible to measure in data teams.

So, once again, I want to thank you. Here's to Yellow. And Here's to Stripe.


Thursday, January 17, 2013

Vvvvvrooooom. I don't belong.

This is Pop. He's the father of my brother-in-law, Dave. He's also the father of John, but he doesn't have a long ZZ Top beard like his sons. But he does ride a motorcycle and, if my memory serves me correctly, he belongs to a community of riders in Pompei and they have sweatshirts and t-shirts to prove it.

Now, it is doubtful that I will belong to the motorcycling culture ever in this lifetime (although I see myself in my head with tattoos covering my body and on one of these machines). I have read Pirsig's The Art of Motorcycle Maintenance when I was an undergraduate and I also think I used to like The Mouse and His Motorcycle, about the rodent who made his bike move by making motorcycle sounds, pppppfff, vrooooomm.

I have a birthday coming up and I would love one of 'dem sweatshirts (XL) or long-sleeve shirts (XL) so at least I can look like I'm cool enough to ride a bike (although I'm not). Every time I express my fantasy of getting a chopper or something, people laugh at me like I'm that kid in A Christmas Story - "You'll shoot your eye out" - except they say "You'll smash your brains in."

Oh. Flashback. Nope. I wont' get a bike. I remember when Charlie brought down a mini-motorcycle for me to play on and I lost control of it, landed in a neighbor's porch, and looked like a Freddy Krueger victim for a month. I forgot about that.

Still, I'd like to think I was part of this community (at least by the way I dress). 

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Rejoining the Community of Freshmen English

After being scheduled to teach the introductory English course, then removed to teach a graduate course, then returned to teach the English course to find out all sections were filled, to being offered a course release to continue collaborating with Bridgeport schools, it looks as if I will now be teaching an introductory English course again on Tuesday and Thursday evenings.

OMG. I HAVE TO READ A LOT AND WRITE A LOT BE A WRITER!

This news excites me, although I spent the better part of yesterday scrambling to create a syllabus, organize options for the course, and working out a plan of action with my calendar. The night class works well because it allows me to continue doing my day work with the Connecticut Writing Project .

This semester will be different, because last year I carried over all my students and we already established ourselves as The Crew, a tight community. I'm hoping to be able to reestablish this quickly with the new group of students (the vast majority of them from New Jersey and, from the looks of it, very unlike Snookie). I've chosen to redesign the course with emphasizing community in literacy practices. I'm only waiting for the final confirmation that this is, indeed, what I'm teaching. I should hear sometime today.

PS: I'm thankful to Justine for reposting this cartoon I originally sent the Louisville Writing Project earlier this year.

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

I haven't written such a letter in years...

...but I wrote one last night.

In the classroom, students often wrote me long letters that sought advice, guidance and mentoring. These letters were up and beyond any classroom assignment, and it was par for the course to get many each year. I'd often call around and talked to professionals so I knew how to best respond to letters.

This, I suppose, is how I built a community.

Last week, I received a note from a student I met while I did work in Syracuse. I knew him through observations and witnessed he was struggling. Via Facebook I continued to advocate for him as a "father figure" to get his act together (when he was arrested, when he was involved in stupid things, when he was kicked out of school, when he failed). I often had one on one conversations with him where we talked about school, poverty, racism, media, knowledge, morals, integrity and human strength. He was a sharp kid, a smart, budding intellect, but circumstances in his life led him to a series of poor decisions. Still, there was something in him that made it easy to believe in him.

And so I responded to his request and, once again, in a letter, was direct and honest. That's all I can be. I can't save the kid, I rarely interacted with him, and I can't comprehend the numerous demons he faces. But I can be a sounding board and an adult who draws lines, reprimands his poor choices, and offers advice when it is needed.

The hills he climbs, the mountains he trails, and the wildlife he pursues are all his. I can only remind him that there's hope if he choose a life that is less violent, less criminal, and less destructive.

He's one of many. They all need to be heard and guided.

Monday, January 14, 2013

Basketball and Hope for Newtown School District @StagsMensBball

The Stags lost to the Niagara Purple Eagles from Buffalo, New York, yesterday at Webster Bank Arena with the final score of 67-64. The entire team, however, including Coach Sydney Johnson, Assistant Coaches Tony Newsom, Tyson Wheeler, and Martin Bahar, and Director of Basketball Operations, Kyle Koncz, should feel their play on Sunday was a tremendous success. With open arms (and these are basketball player arms), the team at Fairfield University provided an opportunity for the youth of Sandy Hook and Newtown to attend a Division I ballgame. Fledgling cheerleaders and athletes were welcomed to the game  with free admission, prizes, and a time to be recognized on the court. This energy - the joy of youth -  was felt all across the arena as the young people danced, laughed, and smiled, especially when the Stag-Cam captured their faces for the big screen, center court.

Yesterday, January 13, 2013, the Stags recognized 100s of young people in honor of the Sandy Hook youth and educators who lost their lives too soon.


Senior Desmond Wade, #11, almost tied the game in the last 3 seconds but fell a free-throw short. Wade was fouled when shooting a 3-pointer and, as a result, was given three chances at the line. He hit the first (sigh of relief), but missed the second - not a single person watching wished to be the guard from Linden, N.J. Wade should be commended because he handled the pressure well. After the second shot didn't succeed, he smiled a bit, and came back to hit the third.

I felt tremendous pride for Coach Johnson and his team at the event. I
was hired as new faculty as the Director of the Connecticut Writing Project at Fairfield, but this was the first time I have attended a game. I have watched many competitions in the Syracuse Carrier Dome to support the Orangemen and even more at Freedom Hall withtotal admiration for the Louisville Cards. Yet, the game played yesterday by the Fairfield Stags will be one I will remember forever.

Sitting as a spectator and watching the sport I love, I focused on the evident healing that was occurring at the event. I've said many times on this site (and others) that I love to believe in hope. I've also shared my support of my cousin's international work, Hoops4Hope, and have collaborated most recently with author Trina Paulus on a Hope For the Flowers book project for teachers, students, and youth agencies in the region.

Hope was the real winner at yesterday's game. Coach Johnson, his team, and the Stags staff did a wonderful, remarkable thing.

Ubuntu. I will definitely be at the January 21st game against Loyola.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Northern New York City Scholastic Regional - SCORED
















For the second year in a row I scored the Scholastic/Alliance for Young Artists and Writers regional competition. Rather than host the event at Fairfield (and organize a team of adjudicators), I followed Rob Roy's lead at Writopia and traveled to Hartsdale New York to read through portfolios and flash fiction. The experience was wonderful, especially meeting joke writers for the David Letterman Show, young adult novelists, and a couple of comedians - the other judges. It made for a humorous time, even if I didn't see the quality of writing that I've seen from students in the past (instead, we all discussed the self-centered nature of writers who loved to brag about their exceptional accomplishments. One woman said, "This is like reading an anthology of writing from kids who grow up with helicopter parents and tiger moms. These kids think they are remarkable when they barely meet average."

The lack of clever, short fiction made me crave the Tweets @VeryShortStory and the brilliant tales told in 140 characters or less. I wanted to send students who submitted their flash fiction to the author, sean hill's site to learn more poignant craft. I will leave with a few of the very short stories on that site, but first I want to acknowledge that the quality of writing I experienced with Brown School composers far surpasses what I've read the last couple of years. Why? I think it was because of the quirky nature of the mission, but also because the State of Kentucky created a community of young writers at the time.

Years later, sitting alone in his mansion, with no one to hold him, it finally hit him. "This is what she meant."

*"I want you to know, you're the only thing that ever mattered to me," I said. "I know," whispered the bottle of Jack Daniels.


Gina finally had kids. For once, she felt complete, but after two days she released them, letting them return to their families.


As my body expired, my soul was set adrift looking for a new vessel. When I drifted into a statue, I knew I might be here a while.


and one more 


Leaping from the cliff, my life flashed before my eyes, including previews from the upcoming episodes I would miss out on.

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Thinking about Jan Arnow, Reflecting on NO MORE VIOLENCE

Because of the proximity of Sandy Hook and the literacy role I hold as a trainer of teachers and promoter of students, I've been thinking a lot about the NO MORE VIOLENCE work Jan Arnow did with my students at the J. Graham Brown School. Author of Teaching Peace, Arnow showed my students ways to analyze violence in their own lives and to delve deeper when understanding the structural, cultural, and historical layers that cause violent acts. She trained my students to work with other students, and with them she led national seminars on the importance of thinking critically about violence. I adapted much of what she taught (what an honor to be a co-director on this project) and used her analytical tools to teach smarter reading, writing, and thinking skills.

Last night, I spent a couple of hours designing a workshop to adapt what Arnow taught me for a session for the Literacy Essentials Conference at Central Connecticut State University held in April. Coupled with the Hope for the Flowers distribution in southern Connecticut, I think it is time for me to revisit the NO MORE VIOLENCE exercises and reflect on them in support of my fellow teachers.

I'm thankful to the National Writing Project's support throughout the last month and the many resources they've provided. As sad as it is, tragedy has occurred in the past and will likely occur again in the future. My colleagues and I at Fairfield University, too, are collaborating materials that are useful and disseminating them into local districts. As a result, I'm definitely reflecting on the years I spent with Arnow in Louisville.

We have a choice as educators to present a culture of fear or a culture of hope. I choose hope and, it is my hope to support as many communities as I can in the best ways I know how. This includes the wisdom entrusted to me by Jan.

Friday, January 11, 2013

Top Ten For a Friday - Ten Communities That Matter To Me Most

As I continue to think about community in January (and throughout 2013), I thought it might be smart to list a top ten list of the communities that matter to me most.

10. Class of Northstars, CNS 1990
9.  Bingalings - Binghamton University - 1994
8. Literacy Scholars, NCTE & LRA
7. Syracuse University
6. Hoops4Hope Network
5. National Writing Project Network
4. Brown Schoolers, Class of 1998 - 2007
3. Alice and Charlie Stevenson
2. The young men I met through my research
1. My family (that was easy)

This is my 2013 community and it is growing everyday.

NOTE: '08 A'ight is on this list, but I wasn't there for their graduation. My bad!

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Writing For Our Lives - a Shout Out To Lopez Lomong #NWP @lopezlomong

Yesterday on Facebook, I read Lopez Lomong's call to let him know what chapter of his book, Running For My Life, touched readers the most. My writing today addresses this call. It was most definitely Chapter 8, "Writing for My Life." It has been my intent this last year to spread this book to all the communities I interact with  and to add what I've already written about this inspirational human being in 2012 and 2008 .

Chapter 8 resonated with me so much that I immediately introduced the writing to the teachers enrolled at the Connecticut Writing Project's Invitational Summer Institute - a four-week workshop encouraging teachers to be writers, to think critically about writing instruction, and to develop a workshop to support the teaching of writing to others. Under the National Writing Project model, I stand by the motto that teachers teaching teachers is the best professional development. For one afternoon of that summer session, however, Lopez Lomong was our teacher.

Since 1994, I've worked in school settings as an educator and researcher. I lived in Kentucky under the era of portfolio assessment and my students were active composers who reflected, wrote narrations, created editorials, imagined short stories, and conducted research. At the time, too, I volunteered with the Kentucky Refugee Ministries and worked with several relocated young men from Sudan, mentoring them  and helping their studies at a community college. This led to my research at Syracuse University with relocated refugee youth and their writing in and out of school. I know if I was still teaching in Kentucky Running For My Life would be placed within my junior curriculum.

In 2008, when Lopez carried the American flag at the Beijing Olympics and I returned to Syracuse to earn my doctorate, I made my mother and sister drive with me to Tully, New York, to attend an event to help his family raise funds in celebration of the achievement (and to help them travel to China to be with him). We bought t-shirts and wore them with pride. Four years later, I once again celebrated the accomplishments of this incredible human being. I finished my doctorate and he represented the U.S. in his second Olympics - this time in London.

I've always been more pathetic than athletic, although I've kept my hobby of running 5 and 10k's and I do what I can to keep myself buying new running shoes. I'm slow, but a jogging life has helped me to pace myself mentally and not to live a cerebral life alone. My personal and academic life surrounds itself with words. Teaching writing has been a passion, so when I came to Chapter 8 in Lopez Lomong's memoir I was overjoyed. Here were ten pages that united many parts of my world: supporting relocated refugee families, teaching writing to diverse student populations, and having a strong faith in hard work. Chapter Eight is proof of writing's ability to empower individuals.

The most criminal thing we do in K-12 schools is limit the amount of writing young people do and the number of genres expected of them as agents of their own lives. In many urban schools writing is not emphasized at all because teachers are under the gun of No Child Left Behind, and this requires more attention on state assessments than good instruction. The result is much more reading than writing. I sent Lopez Lomong's chapter to Dr. Alfred Tatum so he could share the journey during a writing institute he leads for young male writers in Chicago. It is a such a powerful testimony, so much so that I also wrote to Fugees Academy in Georgia to recommend Running For My Life to their reading curriculum.

I've shared Chapter 8 with a lot of the relocated refugee youth I work with and this has encouraged them to go to their school librarians to request their schools purchase a copy. One young man from Somalia discussed with me over the holiday, "That book was exactly what I needed." As an athlete, himself, Lomong's story offered him hope. He is currently applying to many colleges including my alma mater, Syracuse University.

The book is historical, gives voice to one refugee experience, and offers global knowledge to a population that is sometimes blind to the intricate network of the 21st century. Chapter 8, however, is full of truth that every educator who works with young people should to read. 

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

The Power of a Child's Drawing...

the humor it brings to the world.

I am sure every elementary school teacher across the nation has a binder where they collect the hilarious, unintended humor of their young writers and artists. I imagine, too, that parents also have a special place for the funnier doodles that come from their child's backpacks. I know when my seniors worked with kindergarteners in Kentucky, some of the art work and misspellings would keep us guessing, glowing, and laughing for many days.

In a quick search of the internet, "Hilarious Children Art" or "Funny Drawings By Kids" 1000s of images come up. There are also websites dedicated to this phenomenon of 'mothers at work' and 'alter boys.' Let it be know that community is build through such humor and it is good to know that every child has his or her moment of incredible Picasso inspiration and real-life insight. Sometimes the accuracy of the drawings are alarming, and other times to precious to make up.

(click photos to enlarge) (No, it's not a game of guess which sister of Bryan)

Today's post is a shout out to the brilliance of the young mind and a call for everyone to encourage young people to create more. These are the memorabilia that will be held onto for an eternity.

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

This is because I screwed up my first omelet...

Last night, I said, "Gosh darn it, Bry-Guy, You bought stuff to make an omelet, why not try now?"

And I did. I made scrambled eggs with peppers, onions, and feta cheese. It was no where near an omelet. So I made toast and ate it like a sandwich.

I know others have laughed at my inept cooking abilities and that is why I found this video because it is "a tested schmuck proof recipe."

Now I know where to look when I decide to cook an omelet in the future. YouTube. What a blessing to have a community of others to help me with my culinary needs. Tuesday, January 8, 2013...the day Bryan watches how it is done instead trying to figure it out on his own.

Monday, January 7, 2013

A Community of Scotch Taped Faces, Yes!

In case you missed the story of New Mexico's Wes Naman's "Scotch Tape Series" in the NY Daily, I post the link here. I first saw his work on a morning news program, but turned the channel.
"Bryan," I whispered to myself, "you don't need any more distractions in your life right now...especially scotch tape."

The temptation was resisted to visit Naman's work because I know myself too well. I would need to find my own scotch tape and start the work on my own face. I don't need to belong to a population of people who find this amusing, but of course the allure was too strong.

Kaitlyn Kelly posted the link to her Facebook when I told her about it at BJ's over the weekend. And, unable to resist, I clicked her link. The result? Well, I couldn't resist. I now belong to those who are humored in the oddest ways. I am part of the easily sidetracked people of this nation who would much rather tape their face than venture into the tremendous work of making millions of dollars, achieving pure excellence, and pursuing serious endeavors.

This, too me, is much much more important.
I highly recommend it to you, too. If you do, please send me a photo. The club is only as strong as our weakest members!

Here's what you do:

1. Get Scotch Tape.
2. Distort Your Face.
3. Contort Your Face.
4. Find Good Lighting.
5. Position Your Camera (or have another do this).
6. Snap a Photo.
7. Celebrate. You are now part of a ridiculous society.


And do know, there's is no such thing as perfection. I had generic tape and it didn't stick so well. I'm still pleased with the results, especially my lips. I'm sure if I were to attempt this again tomorrow (and I probably will), the result would be different. Happy Taping.

Note: This is Dragonfli on the left and Ardyth (below). They were the first to respond to my call so I added them to this posting. Woot Woot! I know this is probably impossible, but I would love for everyone I know to send me at least one photo of their taped mug. It would fulfill a tremendous void in my life.



Sunday, January 6, 2013

Reflection on a Lost Art, Yet Once Again

When I went to the mailbox yesterday (which by the way is at a 45 degree angle because the plows hit in during the holiday snow), there was an actual letter inside. It had my name hand-written, a stamp, and a return address. I was stoked. A letter for me? On a Saturday? In Connecticut? 

It was a local address who mailed it and I didn't know the name. I sort of grew frightened. Could it be a neighbor inviting me to dinner, just to be nice? Are neighbors offended by the way my house looks? am I being sued by a psychotic nut?

Nope. Someone I do not know sent me a letter asking me to make a pledge to he March of Dimes. 

Sigh.

I'm guilty, too. I haven't written a letter in several years (although it used to be a weekend ritual for me). Now, everything is so immediate and I don't even see the benefit of jotting down thoughts to send someone - although I plan to try this year. I mean, Sara and I have been pen pals since 1986 and we've written hundreds of letters. It stopped however while I was in my doctorate program and text messaging and email took off. Then there's Facebook. Somehow it doesn't seem the same.

I wonder, though, how today's young would react if they got an old fashioned letter in the mail. Would it seem more important? More authentic? Would they see it as silly? Could they understand the genre of developing thought, slowing the pace of communication, and human connection? Do we connect differently now and is this more superficial? Are you human relationships built of tweets and updates?
It's something to think about; I'm not sure anything works like it used to: courting, relationships, raising a family, mourning, etc. Times have changed and perhaps when my time comes someone can sent of a message, "R.I.P., Rip....gtg....sorry you'll never brb."


Saturday, January 5, 2013

Where Everybody Knows Your Name

On a Friday, it's good to have somewhere to go to tip glasses, but I'm afraid there's not Irish Rover in Connecticut (not yet anyway).

Last night, I went out for Thai food with friends and had an evening away from writing, reading, and thinking (well, we did think some at dinner). When I got home, I began reminiscing about Louisville and my weekly pints with Alice and Charlie. It wasn't my father's Clam Bar or his current haunt, Chubby's, but it was where I liked to hang my hat on the weekends. While driving home from the Thai restaurant I began thinking about the theme song from Cheers and why that show resonated so much. It bonded a community of drunks. No, it bonded a community of people who simply wanted to be around other people in a routine. There, the drama was what it was and we, as viewers, never needed to leave the bar. Occasionally we did, but the story was on the barstools.

I know it is Saturday morning, but I am thinking about the fact that everyone needs a Friday night location to break away from work. My flaw is my workaholic tendency, but with a space to tip a few, I am able to unwind for a short bit.

So, here's to your favorite location to be with friends over a beer. Cheers.

Friday, January 4, 2013

Joining Mystics in Mystic, Learning with an MFA Cohort

I had the pleasure of returning to Mystic, Connecticut today to join Fairfield University's MFA cohort during their winter retreat on Enders Island. There, over 50 individuals working on collections of poetry, short stories, creative essays, novels, and memoirs met to workshop with published authors, literary agents, editors, and directors of exceptional writing programs. The Island juts into the Long Island Sound just before Rhode Island and is a perfect location, albeit cold and icy today, to workshop creativity within a writing community. The aura was welcoming.

During the reading of one man's novel (a chapter actually), a discussion ensued about E.B. White's farming background and his portrayal of a dachshund and a pig. The writer who was reading discussed his own childhood on a farm and the first time a pig he named and raised was slaughtered and hung on a hook. It was shortly after the pig took a state Fair prize. The author told the group that the lesson he learned from seeing his pig on a hook was never to give an animal a name. As soon as they are named, they become family which makes nature's inevitability (the slaughter) that much harsher.

Harsh. Indeed.

I couldn't help but connect pig discussion to the current field of teaching. In the test-crazed bonanza of scores, scores, scores in K-12 schools, it seems that de-naming students into percentages is exactly what our governments want us to do. If teachers are expected to see children merely as numbers to be awarded or punished for the ability to take an exam, then teachers are required to lose the human side of teaching. Kids are no longer aren't recognized as capable human beings with tremendous potential but as test takers who may or may not represent achievement by how a state declares knowledge should be measured. In other words, testing is dehumanizing. They are a means for politicians and state systems to justify their own careers.

This also made me recall Dr. Leslie Heywood's teaching at Binghamton where I was an undergraduate. In an exercise on how the body (mostly female body) is viewed in Western literature, she made us analyze Silence of the Lambs. She discussed that when authorities asked a female victim's mom to name her on national television it stalled the killer's intent simply because the body was no longer a carcass for the maiming of a madman but a human being with a name, a family, and a life. Before that, she was just a number in his killing spree to make a female-fleshed suit.

The reporting of students as mere numbers in our system's accountability is another way we unname the individuality and character of each and every student we teach. Instead of seeing them as the well-rounded, agentive and creative people they are, we are put them in categories simply to "write" them off and, alas, punish teachers for not helping such "numbers" to succeed. Teachers are no longer expected to develop character within kids, but are pushed to emphasize examinations and, in Tolkien terms, the glaring eye of Mortor.

As I listened to professionals workshop their thinking in a mature, supportive, and constructive fashion I grew sad. This style of progressive education was what I knew in Kentucky and what I sometimes witnessed as a researcher. Such work was  tremendously successful and helped to develop a community of writers and active youth. Unfortunately, it is rare to see such positive instructional practices in K-12 environments today because the mad craze of assessment has place an ugly hold on what schools have become. I argue that we should bring more practices like that of an MFA program into America's schools so we support teachers to coach and mentor them as writers. Read like writers. Live like writers. Invest in youth. You would think it would this easy.